I have a few posts that need to be posted.
I'm off again with Sean instead of on. We had a disagreement and I just decided to end things once and for all. Who knows what the future holds for this thing.
Russell, who is in one of those posts that I need to post, well, I haven't heard from him since.
It's not a rut really, it's just that I need a break from these losers. For once in my so called love life, I want to be the one chased. This whole 'calling/emailing to see if we can meet' gets old after a while.
Thursday, May 21, 2009
Monday, April 6, 2009
Luck in April
I was a lucky girl today! I thought this was never going to happen but it certainly did.
I met S. once again. Maybe it was a mistake to see him again, I thought I would give it another try. I had some explaining to do of why I "threw him to the curb." I kind of skirted around the explanation and didn't tell him that I was looking for a dominant man when I broke it off with him. I think he'll eventually figure that out.
I definitely missed him and he missed me too. I missed his kisses and everything about him. I think it had been about 5 months since we had last seen each other.
I'm not going to rehash what we did because I think we've all read what I've written before. The best part was when he came, he was on top and he took out a big chunk of my cheek. Thankfully there were no marks left, but it was so hot that he had done this.
I met S. once again. Maybe it was a mistake to see him again, I thought I would give it another try. I had some explaining to do of why I "threw him to the curb." I kind of skirted around the explanation and didn't tell him that I was looking for a dominant man when I broke it off with him. I think he'll eventually figure that out.
I definitely missed him and he missed me too. I missed his kisses and everything about him. I think it had been about 5 months since we had last seen each other.
I'm not going to rehash what we did because I think we've all read what I've written before. The best part was when he came, he was on top and he took out a big chunk of my cheek. Thankfully there were no marks left, but it was so hot that he had done this.
Monday, March 23, 2009
Ever had one of those days, weeks or months where you feel like you're never going to be with anyone? That's exactly how I feel. You make plans and then they fall apart. It's probably all with the wrong person after all. It can be frustrating at times. I guess it's life though, everything can't be great all of the time.
It probably does sound like I'm down. Today I found out that one of my friends and her husband is getting a divorce. It's shocking, really, something you'd never expect. I guess it's better for them this way, even though they didn't even try to get back together.
Even though I didn't get to see Sean again today, I don't feel bad about it. Maybe it's just that we lead two different lives, him living in the city and me, the country mouse. He's just not that readily available as he should be. Some guys are, but he sure isn't.
Maybe (my word of the day) the rest of the week will be much better then today. The flowers and trees are all blooming, the sun just needs to be out.
It probably does sound like I'm down. Today I found out that one of my friends and her husband is getting a divorce. It's shocking, really, something you'd never expect. I guess it's better for them this way, even though they didn't even try to get back together.
Even though I didn't get to see Sean again today, I don't feel bad about it. Maybe it's just that we lead two different lives, him living in the city and me, the country mouse. He's just not that readily available as he should be. Some guys are, but he sure isn't.
Maybe (my word of the day) the rest of the week will be much better then today. The flowers and trees are all blooming, the sun just needs to be out.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Plans
I always have a feeling that all my titles sound the same way.
This weekend was great considering that weekends are usually very boring to me. I was hoping to meet someone and I did! This girl got her some cock!! Yes, I'm excited but sort of bummed at the same time. I gave a few of my very awesome blow jobs and was expecting some pussy, but didn't get that. Maybe next time if there is one?
Any way, this guy was hott (yes, with two t's!). After being with this guy, I think every guy should tan and don't tell me that's not your style. He was a little rough around the edges but a very sweet guy. Don't you just love those kind of guys?
On my way to meet him, he had texted me and told me that he liked to get spanked and I said that I did too. Once I had given the first bj(which I had given special attention and lick and sucked on his smooth balls and taint), he got on his stomach where he was laying at the foot of the bed and I was sitting at the head of the bed. I started rubbing his ass and he told me to spank him and I did. I eventually started kissing and licking his ass while he was moaning. I also rimmed his ass and fucked him with my tongue. Ok, this was my first time doing this and it was very hot!! I started fingering his ass and got behind him where I started stroking his cock. He turned over and I gave him another blow job and he started fingering me, rubbing my clit and grabbing my nipple. He was very rough, which I loved! I came from him rubbing my clit and he finished on my face.
Later on that night we were laying in bed and he started rubbing his ass on me, so I took that as a hint to start playing with his ass. I started fingering him and then got my dildo out and put some lube on it. He loved it when I fucked his ass with my toy.
After we had finished that, I had asked him if he had ever been fucked with a strapon and he said yes, bigger the better. He asked me if I had a problem with that and I said definitely not. I'm not a nosey person, but I knew that I had to ask this since he loved getting his ass fucked so much.
Sometimes, I think I need to name this blog, Confessions of the Naive.
We were watching tv and something was on that talked about the Louvre. I told him that I had been there and he asked about the Mona Lisa. It's funny, sometimes people I think take me as this hick that's never been beyond a few states. Guess I can always prove them wrong. ;-)
This weekend was great considering that weekends are usually very boring to me. I was hoping to meet someone and I did! This girl got her some cock!! Yes, I'm excited but sort of bummed at the same time. I gave a few of my very awesome blow jobs and was expecting some pussy, but didn't get that. Maybe next time if there is one?
Any way, this guy was hott (yes, with two t's!). After being with this guy, I think every guy should tan and don't tell me that's not your style. He was a little rough around the edges but a very sweet guy. Don't you just love those kind of guys?
On my way to meet him, he had texted me and told me that he liked to get spanked and I said that I did too. Once I had given the first bj(which I had given special attention and lick and sucked on his smooth balls and taint), he got on his stomach where he was laying at the foot of the bed and I was sitting at the head of the bed. I started rubbing his ass and he told me to spank him and I did. I eventually started kissing and licking his ass while he was moaning. I also rimmed his ass and fucked him with my tongue. Ok, this was my first time doing this and it was very hot!! I started fingering his ass and got behind him where I started stroking his cock. He turned over and I gave him another blow job and he started fingering me, rubbing my clit and grabbing my nipple. He was very rough, which I loved! I came from him rubbing my clit and he finished on my face.
Later on that night we were laying in bed and he started rubbing his ass on me, so I took that as a hint to start playing with his ass. I started fingering him and then got my dildo out and put some lube on it. He loved it when I fucked his ass with my toy.
After we had finished that, I had asked him if he had ever been fucked with a strapon and he said yes, bigger the better. He asked me if I had a problem with that and I said definitely not. I'm not a nosey person, but I knew that I had to ask this since he loved getting his ass fucked so much.
Sometimes, I think I need to name this blog, Confessions of the Naive.
We were watching tv and something was on that talked about the Louvre. I told him that I had been there and he asked about the Mona Lisa. It's funny, sometimes people I think take me as this hick that's never been beyond a few states. Guess I can always prove them wrong. ;-)
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Infamous
I was recently selected on both Fleshbot's Sex Blog Roundup and Best Sex Bloggers The Week in Kink! It's unbelievable! I can't believe that I actually have readers. As you may know, I just use the vanilla blog for ranting or personal business that isn't so sex worthy, but readers here really means a lot for me. This just flatters me!
As for other recent news, my (lack-thereof) sex life is at a standstill. Yep, it's true. If anyone knows anyone, let me know! AFF and other sites aren't helping either. Maybe it's just this time of year?
This is also coming up on the best time of the year, baseball season! I can't wait. I haven't kept up much with spring training, that's one thing that I will definitely have to do. :)
This time change sure does have me messed up, it's a good thing that I have tomorrow off work. :)
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As for other recent news, my (lack-thereof) sex life is at a standstill. Yep, it's true. If anyone knows anyone, let me know! AFF and other sites aren't helping either. Maybe it's just this time of year?
This is also coming up on the best time of the year, baseball season! I can't wait. I haven't kept up much with spring training, that's one thing that I will definitely have to do. :)
This time change sure does have me messed up, it's a good thing that I have tomorrow off work. :)
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Monday, February 23, 2009
Twitter Killed the (Sex) Blog
Everybody quickly caught onto the twittering phenomenon. It's a very fast form of saying what you want in 140 quick characters. Some use it as advertising, which I don't think is necessary because whoever winds up on your twitter page will see your link to your blog. For me, it's a way of saying what's on your mind at that said moment. It's sort of like a custom away messenger on yahoo but you can some how get followers by doing this. I may do this but I try not to, but some bloggers tend to ramble. Rambling is good but sometimes it's bad. You might get an idea about something out of one of those random tweets but sometime no information is given.
When I first started reading blogs, I would pick someones blogroll and read what they read themselves. With twitter, you read whatever tweets that the twitterer is following or who is following them. Sometimes the twitterers are spam, like you will find all over the internet thinking that people will be gullible.
I wonder how we can all get back to blogging or was it just a fad started in '03-'04? Maybe blogging about this particular subject is bland because every one knows each other instead of being all, wow, I wish I knew that person (like we were so long ago). Maybe we need to ask readers what they like or dislike or we could just use our own opinion since this about what we want to say ourselves.
Sometimes I want to tell a person about my blog but then I feel like I'll be giving a little too much information away although it doesn't have enough info as others may have. Do we keep this stuff quiet until the time is right or what?
I have no idea why I'm asking these questions, but if anyone does read this, please leave a comment. :)
When I first started reading blogs, I would pick someones blogroll and read what they read themselves. With twitter, you read whatever tweets that the twitterer is following or who is following them. Sometimes the twitterers are spam, like you will find all over the internet thinking that people will be gullible.
I wonder how we can all get back to blogging or was it just a fad started in '03-'04? Maybe blogging about this particular subject is bland because every one knows each other instead of being all, wow, I wish I knew that person (like we were so long ago). Maybe we need to ask readers what they like or dislike or we could just use our own opinion since this about what we want to say ourselves.
Sometimes I want to tell a person about my blog but then I feel like I'll be giving a little too much information away although it doesn't have enough info as others may have. Do we keep this stuff quiet until the time is right or what?
I have no idea why I'm asking these questions, but if anyone does read this, please leave a comment. :)
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Life
I'm just fresh out of the shower and feel better than ever. It's amazing what the effects of a very hot shower can do, it can either wake you up or make you sleepier than ever. Sounds like an orgasm doesn't it? Nope, my life hasn't drifted to having a great shower rather than the orgasm. I'm not going to let it get that way.
So the dominant guy that I met a few weeks ago went awol. Maybe he was just using me on the side, as a friend suggested? I have no clue really. This will sound crazy, but if he told me that in the first place then it would be alright with me. It's his loss really.
After I had broke it off with Sean, I missed him. I didn't think I would but I did, but at the same time I felt relieved that I didn't have to go up there and see him. Routine for me, gets old.
By the way, pitchers and catchers reported! In a few months, I'll be busy with this baseball business. :)
So the dominant guy that I met a few weeks ago went awol. Maybe he was just using me on the side, as a friend suggested? I have no clue really. This will sound crazy, but if he told me that in the first place then it would be alright with me. It's his loss really.
After I had broke it off with Sean, I missed him. I didn't think I would but I did, but at the same time I felt relieved that I didn't have to go up there and see him. Routine for me, gets old.
By the way, pitchers and catchers reported! In a few months, I'll be busy with this baseball business. :)
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