Wishes

Last night I was talking to my friend, 'k.' I was telling him that I was going crazy because I was so horny. It's that time of the month, this week.

me: when i was at the library, i was thinking about sean
k: hehehe, you were, huh;)hehehe, you were, huh ;)
me: uh huh:D
k.: Wet? :x
me: sorta
k.: Heheheh, is there any place in library you can let him fuck you? laugh
me: probably;you know he is a professor...
k.: Hahaha, there's always his office then!
me: well i don't think he has one since he's a dr. too
k.: Hehehe, OK. Well, still, he must have some access to some private rooms, even some beds!
me: lol
k.: Hey, you know I speaketh the truth! :D
me: yes you do;he has a boat...
k.: ohhhhhhhhhhhhh, nice.
How about boat fucking, under the night starry sky ;)
me: :D
k.: Nice, eh ;)
You scream into the ocean while being fucked hard ;)
me: mmmmmmmmmmmm

I emailed Sean this morning, hoping that we can get together sometime this weekend. I'm staying up here this weekend, well most of the weekend that is. There's a million things I'd love to do to him and of course, a million that I'd want done to me. I love feeling his cock inside me. He definitely knows how to fuck.

The New Season

The other day, I was talking about my favorite baseball teams. Yes, I said teams. Good baseball teams are generally good to watch. I might not keep up 100% with every team, but generally know what is going on. By knowing who plays where, it lets me know how is the best off of the paper.







The Red Sox rule in our household. Actually, I liked them way before the others did, but now they're fanatics. They actually have a strong minor league system which contributes to their success at the major league level.

The Cardinals are an outstanding National League Central Division team. Who wouldn't enjoy a Sunday afternoon watching them? They both work and play hard.

This is to be continued....

Friends

Yesterday I was talking about the person that I'm 'seeing.' I was going through my old voice mail messages and had one from him. We were supposed to get together one weekend and he asked if I had a friend that was 'like me' for his friend who also had the weekend free. I sadly told that him that I didn't have any friends 'like me.' I guess some girls do know how their friends are, but not me. I'm one to keep that to myself.

I don't think I've really told anyone who I really am. In high school, I was a prude. Seriously.
I didn't get my first kiss until I was a few months shy of my 21st birthday. I also gave my first blow job then. Reading Cosmo really did help. The first time I got spanked was when I was 23 in DC, oh yeah that's the same age I also lost my virginity in DC. More things have happened but I'm not going to let all of the details come out at once.

Right now I'm reading Belle de Jour's archives. Yes, I know I should be working on other things.
I finished reading it last night. When I can, I'm going to get both books. I would love to get the British version instead of the American version with 'our' slang.

In a Situation

I've been seeing someone lately. I'll just say that. We don't have an exact word for our situation and usually those "words" are so cliche that they sound cheesey. All I can say it's better than a boyfriend because I don't have to worry about letting him know where I am or who I'll be with. I guess we've saw each other for about two or three months off and on. Off and on is very good because I don't want to be tied down...well in that case it would be literally.

So far, with him, I've had anal for the 2nd and 3rd time, both which have been great. I'm so relieved that this person actually knows how to do it instead of thinking that they do and it turns out that they don't even know what they're talking about.

I'll probably see him next week and I'm already wishing that the week would hurry up and get here fast. I bet he's thinking the same thing.

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This is going to sound like I'm a groupie, but I'm a total Sex Blog Roundup fan. I know I'll never grace the covers of that site, but hey, I'll just read them. I like it when certain people(ie Jefferson and Madeline) pick out the blogs, then theres some people who read the same blogs that I do and it's the same thing that I have just read. Don't you hate that! Expecting something new and rare and then it's something that you've read before.

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So this afternoon/evening I saw someone online that I hadn't seen in a while. He lives in this town and I told him that we should get together soon. He said he couldn't then but could later. Well, I went to the school to study and then waited around until he said he would call. Did he? Of course he didn't. I'm 0 for 2 in this town. How come it seemed that when I didn't live here, that this town was swarming with men but when I get here, there isn't any? Sorry for the vent, I just hate losers.

A Non-Breakfast Breakfast

I'm proud to announce that, I was and still am the 'Carmen' that Marcus writes about in this specific blog post. Here is a part of the post and the link to his blog.

how anyone named carmen can have a “naïve hick life” eludes me. but she says, “my exotic name? it’s random, just like me.” whatever - just shut up, bitch, and roll over.

ok - i actually thought when she contacted me from 1300 miles away, and said that she wanted to meet, that we would probably have a good time messing around - but i didn't expect the OTHER side. i didn’t expect that she would be so sweet. or so interesting. or have such sexy hair. or be so much fun to hang out with.

so i can’t objectify her, really. wait a second. sure, i can. anyway, here’s her take on our time together. i’ll let her tell it. girl’s got an interesting writing voice...

A Non-Breakfast Breakfast

New Beginnings

Here I am writing my very first non-vanilla blog. It tooks years to finally do this. I had stumbled on my very first sex blog about 4 years ago. Then I had stumbled upon Jefferson's right after I had got back from DC.

I thought I would combine my favorite two things, sex and baseball. Those two things make me happier than anything else.

DC was a learning experience, for sure. I had always lived in a place where you couldn't taken any one in your high school for the fear that you were related either closely or distantly or you knew them since they were 3 and knew every single person that the person has dated or had any sort of relationship with. Also, when you give someone your letter jacket or class ring, the girl automatically picks out a date for the wedding. (I'm kidding about the last part.)

Before DC in 2005, I had only talked to guys online and only had madeout with one guy. At the end of that short three month period, I had learned a lot of things. Some great and some not, I just chalked it up as a great learning experience.

As you'll see in this blog, DC still has a piece of my heart. I didn't leave my heart in San Fran, but more like DC.