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I don't want this to be a place to vent, so I won't do it. I'll leave that to my more vanilla blog. I don't want to bother you people with my nonsense.

I haven't saw S. this week. I had plans on Monday but they were changed and then they fell through. It was too late because he emailed me back saying that he already had plans. I asked about today or tomorrow and he never emailed me back. He's probably too busy anyway. He's going on vacation next week, so I bet he's trying to get things finished.

I'm thinking about strictly being friends with Jack. I know it's crazy to say we were more than just friends, but I want to be platonic friends. A friend told me that things will eventually work out, but I don't want to think about the future right now.

Bad Man added me to his blogroll! I'm super excited about that. If anybody visits by the way of his blog, please leave a comment!

I miss Jefferson's blog. I think everyone does. I miss the way he writes and his adventures that some of us will never experience. I hope that he does comeback to blogging.

I need to post more for HNT. That's my first day of work during the week, so that day usually gets busy. Maybe I can store up some pics and then post them.

Guess what, since I live in the land of dinosaur dialup, we're getting DSL. Yep, that's correct. Maybe when we do, I'll turn on the cam. I ain't guaranteeing anything, but there may be a chance.

Slumps

There's no slump involving me, but there's one involving the Red Sox. What is up with them? First of all, we need a whole new bullpen. I think the lineup needs to be shifted, in some other direction maybe. Of course, I'm just a fan and I'm not running things, so I'm just making suggestions.

Vacations

It's been a week and I'm horny as ever. Especially since yesterday. All I kept thinking about was S's cock inside of me and how amazing he felt.

I think all of this was from not being able to play for a few days. I was on vacation in Colorado and Wyoming for a few days earlier this week. I had an great time and I really needed some time away from the boringness that is home.

Last night was my first night back and I was finally able to get off. Of course, I rubbed myself a little and then fell asleep. Thankfully I woke up a little earlier then I was supposed to and got off a couple times before I got dressed for work.

Since I was thinking about S. I emailed him to see if we could get together on Monday even though it's probably way too early to tell. He only replied with 'maybe.' Hopefully that 'maybe' will turn into 'certainly.'

Butterflies and Long nights

Who watched the all star game last night? I stayed up until about 12:30 cst, which was the 14th inning. I kep dozing off and knew the next time that I would fall asleep for good. The game actually lasted until the 15th inning when the American League ran in a run. JD Drew won the MVP award for the game. This was actually the first all star game I've watched in a few years, maybe even like 3 years. They just got boring, with the same players, etc. But this time it was a great game.

Today was the day to meet Sean. I had totally forgot to check my email this morning to see if he had to cancel. So I was driving around trying to find a wifi hotspot and I finally found one! The good thing was that there wasn't an email from him, that was a relief!

So I got to our place, took a shower and then waited around to call him to give him the room number. He was at worked and he didn't sound the same. Later I would find out that he was busy. I teased him and told him that he sounded different and I was hoping that I called him instead of someone else. He had mentioned that he had a big surprise for me. My mind raced with what that surprise could be. I started to get nervous because I thought he might have invited his friend that he mentioned to me before. He hasn't really mentioned him again, but you never know what he will have up his sleeve.

I opened the door and let him in. I think we immediately started kissing. His hand went up the front of my shirt and he held me tight with his other arm. I lifted my tit out of my bra and squeezed it hard. We were still kissing at this moment with his tongue inside of my mouth. He then lifted my skirt and his hand found its way inside my panties. He fingered me and quickly found my gspot.

He told me that he had to take his clothes off. He took his shorts off and I got on my knees. He knows how much I love going down on him. I sucked on him until he told me to take my clothes off. He sat on the side of the bed while I knelt in front of him and took my time putting all of him inside my mouth.

S. sat back up and lifted me up by my arms and layed me on my side. We kissed some more and he continued to finger my pussy. He asked me if it was time for his cock and I definitely wanted it. I told him yes and he entered me. His cock feels amazing inside of me. He thrusted inside me a few times until he pulled out and then went inside my ass. Now, that felt good but I told him that I wanted it in my pussy again, so he said he would again. This time he lifted my legs over his shoulders. S. was inside me and I told him that I wanted him from behind. We had never done that position, so I turned me over and I got on all fours. We both came.

Afterwards we were talking about the vacations that we took and other things. He said that I seemed happy and it wasn't just about the amazing sex that we just had. He knew that I liked my job and being back at home. Oh, I did ask him what the big surprise was and I guessed, "was it you?" and he said yes it was. I think that was the best surprise.

Excitement or Lack there of

I don't know if you guys have to seem energetic or excited to be energetic or excited? I'll explain, I emailed S. earlier in the weekend to see if we could get together in the middle of this week. It typically goes like this, I name a day and he give me a time. So we did both and I guess I didn't seem to thrilled or enthusiastic about the time. I seriously was, but I guess the tone didn't seem like it.

So he said, "300pm. You don't seem very excited. I guess you aren't horny or wet."

I then replied with, "I was and still am excited about seeing you. 3:00pm sounds great!"

Being a guy, S. send me back this message, "how about wet and horny".

I had to put a little more effort in this and told him, "When I get off, I think of your cock inside me and that makes me really wet and even more horny. I can't wait."

A then-happy S. replies back, "Great!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Hopefully everything between us will work out and there won't be anything that comes up between now and then.

Seriously, every time lately that I get off, I've been thinking of him. I know the last time that we were together, it was spectacular, but he had some personal things going on. Hopefully he's refreshed from his vacation and seriously needing some, like I am right now.

Sweeps and Cancellations

As you know, the Sox were swept by the Rays. The Sox were just in a slump, a midseason slump so you could say. Tonight they played great against the Yankees and Lester had a shutout against them.

As for my personal life, I emailed Sean yesterday to see if we could get together soon and he gave me Friday morning. I didn't know if that meant Friday as in tomorrow or next Friday. I didn't ask, but I knew either way, I couldn't make it. Hopefully something will work out for us soon.

Probably some of you are thinking that I should find someone more available and more local. Well, I hope that would happen to and maybe it will.