Wednesday, December 31, 2008

You, not him

For the past few days I've been talking to several of my guy friends who live so far away that it's terrible. What I was telling them that I'm kind of getting bored with Sean. It's not that he's lousy, but it's the same old thing every time. I want a change, maybe for him to do something different such as being more aggressive or doing something that he wanted. I'm not saying that I want this 100% of the time, I just don't want the same thing.

So yesterday I looked on CL. Yes, I wound up doing that. I've found several guys and slowly culling them out. It's kind of neat to find someone that you're looking for. I'm just hoping that one of these guys turn out!

Monday, December 22, 2008

A Stranger?

Yes, I'm finally here. I've been just plain busy. Can you believe that? My internet has been so slow for the past few weeks and I haven't made it to the library for their super wifi.

While everything was actually busy, I was thinking of things to write about. I'm not this expert sex blogger, nor do I really try to. Some people really try to or title themselves as one but I think I have more on my blog then they do. (sorry for the vent)

One of the few things that I wanted to write about was that I don't understand the hype of sex toys. Before Ryan had got me one, I had always wanted one. Now, I'm not saying that he shouldn't have gotten me one. It's just that I think they're overrated. Maybe it's because I'm actually seeing a human being on a regular basis and these people who keep talking about them probably aren't?

So my fingers are still my favorite toy. Who knows, maybe it's just that particular toy itself? Like I said, I can't really complain because it was given to me.

Another thing is that I wish that I knew of a guy that was local. Knowing someone an hour away is sadly getting tiresome. I like the guy (well, not like as in like) but I just wish I knew someone like him that lived closer (my life story).