Monday, March 23, 2009

Ever had one of those days, weeks or months where you feel like you're never going to be with anyone? That's exactly how I feel. You make plans and then they fall apart. It's probably all with the wrong person after all. It can be frustrating at times. I guess it's life though, everything can't be great all of the time.

It probably does sound like I'm down. Today I found out that one of my friends and her husband is getting a divorce. It's shocking, really, something you'd never expect. I guess it's better for them this way, even though they didn't even try to get back together.

Even though I didn't get to see Sean again today, I don't feel bad about it. Maybe it's just that we lead two different lives, him living in the city and me, the country mouse. He's just not that readily available as he should be. Some guys are, but he sure isn't.

Maybe (my word of the day) the rest of the week will be much better then today. The flowers and trees are all blooming, the sun just needs to be out.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Plans

I always have a feeling that all my titles sound the same way.

This weekend was great considering that weekends are usually very boring to me. I was hoping to meet someone and I did! This girl got her some cock!! Yes, I'm excited but sort of bummed at the same time. I gave a few of my very awesome blow jobs and was expecting some pussy, but didn't get that. Maybe next time if there is one?

Any way, this guy was hott (yes, with two t's!). After being with this guy, I think every guy should tan and don't tell me that's not your style. He was a little rough around the edges but a very sweet guy. Don't you just love those kind of guys?

On my way to meet him, he had texted me and told me that he liked to get spanked and I said that I did too. Once I had given the first bj(which I had given special attention and lick and sucked on his smooth balls and taint), he got on his stomach where he was laying at the foot of the bed and I was sitting at the head of the bed. I started rubbing his ass and he told me to spank him and I did. I eventually started kissing and licking his ass while he was moaning. I also rimmed his ass and fucked him with my tongue. Ok, this was my first time doing this and it was very hot!! I started fingering his ass and got behind him where I started stroking his cock. He turned over and I gave him another blow job and he started fingering me, rubbing my clit and grabbing my nipple. He was very rough, which I loved! I came from him rubbing my clit and he finished on my face.

Later on that night we were laying in bed and he started rubbing his ass on me, so I took that as a hint to start playing with his ass. I started fingering him and then got my dildo out and put some lube on it. He loved it when I fucked his ass with my toy.

After we had finished that, I had asked him if he had ever been fucked with a strapon and he said yes, bigger the better. He asked me if I had a problem with that and I said definitely not. I'm not a nosey person, but I knew that I had to ask this since he loved getting his ass fucked so much.

Sometimes, I think I need to name this blog, Confessions of the Naive.

We were watching tv and something was on that talked about the Louvre. I told him that I had been there and he asked about the Mona Lisa. It's funny, sometimes people I think take me as this hick that's never been beyond a few states. Guess I can always prove them wrong. ;-)

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Infamous

I was recently selected on both Fleshbot's Sex Blog Roundup and Best Sex Bloggers The Week in Kink! It's unbelievable! I can't believe that I actually have readers. As you may know, I just use the vanilla blog for ranting or personal business that isn't so sex worthy, but readers here really means a lot for me. This just flatters me!

As for other recent news, my (lack-thereof) sex life is at a standstill. Yep, it's true. If anyone knows anyone, let me know! AFF and other sites aren't helping either. Maybe it's just this time of year?

This is also coming up on the best time of the year, baseball season! I can't wait. I haven't kept up much with spring training, that's one thing that I will definitely have to do. :)

This time change sure does have me messed up, it's a good thing that I have tomorrow off work. :)

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