On Thursdays, I'm too busy to post any pictures. I hope you enjoy it. It's not the best but I took it with the cam on my laptop. Enjoy.
Friday, May 30, 2008
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Emails
Yesterday I had someone ask me to post Jack and I's IM chats. My message archive is all messed up. So, I'll post our email from today. I doubt that I'd ever do this, but just use your imagination.
him: how is work going
me: Pretty quiet in here. I hope I don't fall asleep. (I was being sarcastic)
him: too bad i wasnt there...to check out a book...lol
me: Uh, sure. :P
him: it would let me whisper something in the ear of the naughty librarian..
me: Oh really?
him: yeah i would tell her how hot she looks...and the things i want to do to her
me: Mmmmmmm.
him: maybe come up close enough behind her so she could feel my hardness brush against her ass
him: Then i'd feel of you.
him: then i might brush my hand on the side of your tit
me: My nipples would probably be hard by then...
him: then maybe i would ask for help in a quiet back corner
him: Ok, I'd ask you what you needed help with
him: as soon as i had you there i would start feeling up your tits
me: Mmmmmmm.
him: while you licked your hand then stuck it down my pants
me: Wow, that's very hot.
him: we would try to be quiet
me: Yes we would.
him: it would be hard..very hard
me: mmmmmm.
him: till i pumped cum all over your hand
me: That would be hot.
him: yeah ..shooting a big load of cum into your hands while i finger you and rub your tits
me: mmmmmm.
Yes, I know I said I had a whole lot of mmmm's. I was at work and had to look busy and not like I was chatting through email.
him: how is work going
me: Pretty quiet in here. I hope I don't fall asleep. (I was being sarcastic)
him: too bad i wasnt there...to check out a book...lol
me: Uh, sure. :P
him: it would let me whisper something in the ear of the naughty librarian..
me: Oh really?
him: yeah i would tell her how hot she looks...and the things i want to do to her
me: Mmmmmmm.
him: maybe come up close enough behind her so she could feel my hardness brush against her ass
him: Then i'd feel of you.
him: then i might brush my hand on the side of your tit
me: My nipples would probably be hard by then...
him: then maybe i would ask for help in a quiet back corner
him: Ok, I'd ask you what you needed help with
him: as soon as i had you there i would start feeling up your tits
me: Mmmmmmm.
him: while you licked your hand then stuck it down my pants
me: Wow, that's very hot.
him: we would try to be quiet
me: Yes we would.
him: it would be hard..very hard
me: mmmmmm.
him: till i pumped cum all over your hand
me: That would be hot.
him: yeah ..shooting a big load of cum into your hands while i finger you and rub your tits
me: mmmmmm.
Yes, I know I said I had a whole lot of mmmm's. I was at work and had to look busy and not like I was chatting through email.
Saturday, May 24, 2008
A Figment of My Imagination
Last night when I was reading my book, I was thinking of Sean. Yes, I know that's weird. The book doesn't even have anything to do with him or our 'thing.' Maybe I was just missing him.
I thought about his kisses. He kisses perfectly. We always greet each other with fantastic kisses. Our hands all over each others clothes. He slips his hand underneath my shirt and unclasps my bra. His hands move forward and lifts my shirt up and moves his mouth onto my nipples. He sucks and bites onto the hardened nipple. I moan with each bite. Then he moves back up to kiss me very hard.
In the meantime somewhere, our clothes disappear and he's already hard. I think I have everything off except my panties. He makes me lay on the bed and slips off my panties. I have no idea what he'll want next but he motions me to suck on his cock. His cock is amazing, I'd say amazing but you'd probably get jealous. There have been plenty of times where I just laid on the bed sucking his cock until he had enough and wanted my pussy.
This is the hazy part. All I remember him getting some lube, so that meant anal. For the past week before, I had needed him inside my pussy, but what was I going to say? We both needed it. With the first few thrusts inside me, it was comfortable once again. I think he has been the roughest, both ways, since I don't know...but his way of rough is amazing.
Afterwards, our conversations are always great. Each time, I learn a little about him and he learns the same from me. I like that, maybe because I'm such a private person. He loves to kid me about my hometown because he's this big city guy. I did forgive him because he called me spoiled.
I thought about his kisses. He kisses perfectly. We always greet each other with fantastic kisses. Our hands all over each others clothes. He slips his hand underneath my shirt and unclasps my bra. His hands move forward and lifts my shirt up and moves his mouth onto my nipples. He sucks and bites onto the hardened nipple. I moan with each bite. Then he moves back up to kiss me very hard.
In the meantime somewhere, our clothes disappear and he's already hard. I think I have everything off except my panties. He makes me lay on the bed and slips off my panties. I have no idea what he'll want next but he motions me to suck on his cock. His cock is amazing, I'd say amazing but you'd probably get jealous. There have been plenty of times where I just laid on the bed sucking his cock until he had enough and wanted my pussy.
This is the hazy part. All I remember him getting some lube, so that meant anal. For the past week before, I had needed him inside my pussy, but what was I going to say? We both needed it. With the first few thrusts inside me, it was comfortable once again. I think he has been the roughest, both ways, since I don't know...but his way of rough is amazing.
Afterwards, our conversations are always great. Each time, I learn a little about him and he learns the same from me. I like that, maybe because I'm such a private person. He loves to kid me about my hometown because he's this big city guy. I did forgive him because he called me spoiled.
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Way Behind
Sorry I haven't posted much, I've been hanging around with the parental units.
I was talking to a friend the other day and he asked how I was doing. I told him that I had been tired and needed a nap, but didn't have the time take one. What is the best substitute for that? Well, it doesn't take that much time and afterwards, it feels like you've been asleep for two hours.
This all took place in a hospital parking lot. I was facing towards the street, not within the other aisles of cars, so it was more discrete. I was listening to my music and had to stop every once in awhile to make sure no one was around. The least amount of sound made me stop and look. I had my jean jacket over me like a blanket. I came the first time really hard and then the 2nd and 3rd times were just about the same. I have no clear idea what I was thinking about. It probably had something to do with Jack. :-) I waited for awhile in the car afterwards, so I wouldn't be all given out. I made the mistake one time of getting out of bed too early after that and then making brownies and I kept wondering why I was so tired.
Now I can say this was the strangest place I've ever gotten off. I bet some people have more exicting places, but this was mine.
Last night we watched John Lester pitch a no hitter! It was amazing. We were afraid that my stepdad would jinx the poor pitcher. He had jinxed Buckholtz a couple months ago when he was pitching in Tampa Bay. Right after he realized he didn't have any hits, what do you know, someone hit off of him!
I was talking to a friend the other day and he asked how I was doing. I told him that I had been tired and needed a nap, but didn't have the time take one. What is the best substitute for that? Well, it doesn't take that much time and afterwards, it feels like you've been asleep for two hours.
This all took place in a hospital parking lot. I was facing towards the street, not within the other aisles of cars, so it was more discrete. I was listening to my music and had to stop every once in awhile to make sure no one was around. The least amount of sound made me stop and look. I had my jean jacket over me like a blanket. I came the first time really hard and then the 2nd and 3rd times were just about the same. I have no clear idea what I was thinking about. It probably had something to do with Jack. :-) I waited for awhile in the car afterwards, so I wouldn't be all given out. I made the mistake one time of getting out of bed too early after that and then making brownies and I kept wondering why I was so tired.
Now I can say this was the strangest place I've ever gotten off. I bet some people have more exicting places, but this was mine.
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Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Jack
After work, I came home and got on the computer. I was wasting time really and then Jack popped up on my screen. We had met online about three years ago and then he came back around in September or October. He had said that he had went online one day and here I was. I've desribed him to someone as a guy that is great not only in bed but out of it. Not only would he satisfy me needs but he has a sarcastic but cute sense of humor. I know he would love reading all of these things about him (wouldn't most guys?).
The reason that we haven't gotten together is because he works crazy hours and also lives thousands of miles away (as usual). The last time we had spoken was in February. Then on Monday or Tuesday, here he shows up again. He said from February to now, his life has been a complete mess, I've described it on my vanilla blog, but don't really want to get into it on here. But, if you're nosey, just let me know.
In the past we're talked about all the things that we both want. He has a larger than average sized cock and the girls that he's been with in the past have been prude(so he says) or couldn't handle his size. I definitely told him that I could handle him. He still asks me if I can, mostly to get that confidence a guy needs. I told him that I would definitely go down on him all of the time. I told him that he wouldn't even have to ask for it and I would do that. I don't think a girl has ever told him that. He said that he had never gotten off in front of a girl either. Poor guy.
Today began with him telling me that I always change his mood when I'm talking with him. I asked him if he still worked crazy hours and he said that he still did and that he needs to take a vacation out here. He said he would. Jack said he was flattered that I still liked him although what happened and I said definitely. He said I had an effect on him and I had no clue what that effect was and he said that I turned him on when I said that.
Way back when, we had talked about Las Vegas and he said he had never been. That town is like my second home. I reminded him of the Absolut Suites at Caesar's Palace(I think). He said we'd spend the whole three days in bed and wouldn't need gambling money.
I told him that I would love to be on my knees right now and he said that he needed that too. Still he loves that I actually want to go down on him (will that ever get old?). He asked if I still think about going down on him. I told him yes and that I still think of our fantasy meeting him at the door and then kissing him and then once the door was shut, I would go down on him. Then he said, I'd call him Mr. 'S'(a turn on for him).
He told me by that time that I had him hard. In return, I told him that I wanted to get fucked by him and he said he wanted to fuck me with his cock. I told him when he said that, it made me soaking wet. Jack said that he wanted to taste my wetness, but before he'd fuck me he'd lick and suck me until I was aching for him.
I couldn't wait to feel him inside me. Jack told me he'd put himself deep inside me until I'm so full of him and grind against him. I asked him if he would still cum on me and he said of course he would. He said anyway I would get him off that it would all be on me.
I told him that I couldn't wait to get my own place so that he could come over and we could be as loud as we wanted to be. He said that he has a tendancy to be really loud.
He's still worried that it will be uncomfortable when I go down on him. I know that it may be at first, but I will get used to it.
He said that the last time he got off was 2 days ago after we had last talked. After thinking about it, we didn't even talk anything other than our lives. Maybe he was thinking about something in the past that we talked about. I told him that I had also got off that day by having phone sex with someone. He thought that was hot. He had said that he hadn't had that before.
Jack is definitely one of those people you wished didn't live so far away. Hopefully this summer we can finally meet.
The reason that we haven't gotten together is because he works crazy hours and also lives thousands of miles away (as usual). The last time we had spoken was in February. Then on Monday or Tuesday, here he shows up again. He said from February to now, his life has been a complete mess, I've described it on my vanilla blog, but don't really want to get into it on here. But, if you're nosey, just let me know.
In the past we're talked about all the things that we both want. He has a larger than average sized cock and the girls that he's been with in the past have been prude(so he says) or couldn't handle his size. I definitely told him that I could handle him. He still asks me if I can, mostly to get that confidence a guy needs. I told him that I would definitely go down on him all of the time. I told him that he wouldn't even have to ask for it and I would do that. I don't think a girl has ever told him that. He said that he had never gotten off in front of a girl either. Poor guy.
Today began with him telling me that I always change his mood when I'm talking with him. I asked him if he still worked crazy hours and he said that he still did and that he needs to take a vacation out here. He said he would. Jack said he was flattered that I still liked him although what happened and I said definitely. He said I had an effect on him and I had no clue what that effect was and he said that I turned him on when I said that.
Way back when, we had talked about Las Vegas and he said he had never been. That town is like my second home. I reminded him of the Absolut Suites at Caesar's Palace(I think). He said we'd spend the whole three days in bed and wouldn't need gambling money.
I told him that I would love to be on my knees right now and he said that he needed that too. Still he loves that I actually want to go down on him (will that ever get old?). He asked if I still think about going down on him. I told him yes and that I still think of our fantasy meeting him at the door and then kissing him and then once the door was shut, I would go down on him. Then he said, I'd call him Mr. 'S'(a turn on for him).
He told me by that time that I had him hard. In return, I told him that I wanted to get fucked by him and he said he wanted to fuck me with his cock. I told him when he said that, it made me soaking wet. Jack said that he wanted to taste my wetness, but before he'd fuck me he'd lick and suck me until I was aching for him.
I couldn't wait to feel him inside me. Jack told me he'd put himself deep inside me until I'm so full of him and grind against him. I asked him if he would still cum on me and he said of course he would. He said anyway I would get him off that it would all be on me.
I told him that I couldn't wait to get my own place so that he could come over and we could be as loud as we wanted to be. He said that he has a tendancy to be really loud.
He's still worried that it will be uncomfortable when I go down on him. I know that it may be at first, but I will get used to it.
He said that the last time he got off was 2 days ago after we had last talked. After thinking about it, we didn't even talk anything other than our lives. Maybe he was thinking about something in the past that we talked about. I told him that I had also got off that day by having phone sex with someone. He thought that was hot. He had said that he hadn't had that before.
Jack is definitely one of those people you wished didn't live so far away. Hopefully this summer we can finally meet.
Monday, May 12, 2008
Who Needs Him?
I give a special thanks to my friend Robert. We just had amazing phone sex. We were phone sex regulars years and years ago. I got busy with nothing and he did the same and we just grew apart. I think he's the best at it. You might say you're better but he truly is. :-)
I hadn't got off since Wednesday. I desperately needed it! I told him that I feel 800 times better. I didn't get off this weekend because I was at my parents and was busy plus didn't have the privacy.
I hadn't got off since Wednesday. I desperately needed it! I told him that I feel 800 times better. I didn't get off this weekend because I was at my parents and was busy plus didn't have the privacy.
Zip
I have no news really.
I called Sean to see if he could meet today, but he's sick. So that's it. Maybe later in the week. Let's all cross our fingers.
I've tried CL, but CL guys are flakey and sketchy at the same time. If you post twice, you'll probably get the same replies from the same people. Seriously.
Guess I'll have to take care of the job myself.
On the other hand, I talked to an old friend online who went awol back in February. He lives a long ways away, so I don't even know really the chances of us actually getting together are. He seems that he would be amazing, not only in bed but as boyfriend (I'm not jumping ahead of myself, well that far). He told me what was happening in his life and I told him about mine. I told him that I wasn't mad that we had parted ways. I hope to hear from him more often now and then let you know what we're talking about. I know he wouldn't mind, it would probably turn him on.
I called Sean to see if he could meet today, but he's sick. So that's it. Maybe later in the week. Let's all cross our fingers.
I've tried CL, but CL guys are flakey and sketchy at the same time. If you post twice, you'll probably get the same replies from the same people. Seriously.
Guess I'll have to take care of the job myself.
On the other hand, I talked to an old friend online who went awol back in February. He lives a long ways away, so I don't even know really the chances of us actually getting together are. He seems that he would be amazing, not only in bed but as boyfriend (I'm not jumping ahead of myself, well that far). He told me what was happening in his life and I told him about mine. I told him that I wasn't mad that we had parted ways. I hope to hear from him more often now and then let you know what we're talking about. I know he wouldn't mind, it would probably turn him on.
Friday, May 9, 2008
No Privacy
Since I've been 'home' a lot, I haven't had the privacy that I need and want. I'm going to figure out how to get some alone time. Since I don't have any privacy, it makes me grumpy. Who wants to be around a grumpy me? I wouldn't.
I so wish I could find a fwb (if you don't know that acronym, google it) around here. There is a lack of men around here, no explanation needed. Maybe I'll run into someone. Wish me luck!
I so wish I could find a fwb (if you don't know that acronym, google it) around here. There is a lack of men around here, no explanation needed. Maybe I'll run into someone. Wish me luck!
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
Unsexy
I'm just feeling unsexy. Don't you hate that? Maybe things will change soon.
So, I'll talk about baseball.
I had an exciting weekend of watching baseball. I went home Saturday and watched plenty of it. That was a perfect mini-vacation. :)
That probably leads you to ask me if I like the players themselves. I don't know if they're my 'type'. I don't have a type, although I do have a thing for blonds (maybe it's because we're all brunettes around here). Lots of people ask me if I like cowboys. Seriously, I really don't. They're too conceided, oh and they don't make much either (that sounds shallow.oops).
So, I'll talk about baseball.
I had an exciting weekend of watching baseball. I went home Saturday and watched plenty of it. That was a perfect mini-vacation. :)
That probably leads you to ask me if I like the players themselves. I don't know if they're my 'type'. I don't have a type, although I do have a thing for blonds (maybe it's because we're all brunettes around here). Lots of people ask me if I like cowboys. Seriously, I really don't. They're too conceided, oh and they don't make much either (that sounds shallow.oops).
Sunday, May 4, 2008
Is It OK?
I was sitting here feeling my tits and they feel oh so good. I definitely wish someone else other than I were doing that.
Still no word from S. It drives me crazy in the last few days of the two week period. Maybe me and him can get together next week. Guess I'll just be taking care of it myself. :)
Still no word from S. It drives me crazy in the last few days of the two week period. Maybe me and him can get together next week. Guess I'll just be taking care of it myself. :)
Friday, May 2, 2008
End of the Week News
Yesterday I was talking to my friend Jon and suddenly told him that I had to get off, literally. So, i went in my room and turned on the tv to have some background noise. I'm so used to going in my room and laying on my bed and slipping my hand underneath my shorts and panties. I hadn't got off all week since I was on my period, but I just had to.
My fingers felt cool on my clit. Sometimes guys ask me what I think of when I get off, hoping that I say that I'm thinking of them. It's not true. I can't concentrate on anything or I won't get off. My mind wanders over everything, it's probably a part of relaxation. Since I was home alone, I got to breath and moan very heavily. The first orgasm was incredible. I think there were 3 or 4 afterwards. I just couldn't quick. Usually 3 is my limit, but oh it felt so great that I didn't want to stop. I think there was another time after or to the near end of my period, where I couldn't get completely off but I think it was close to 6 or 7, but I couldn't complete it and it was just till the sensation was too intense.
No news yet from my friend about this weekend, I'm going that something will happen.
My fingers felt cool on my clit. Sometimes guys ask me what I think of when I get off, hoping that I say that I'm thinking of them. It's not true. I can't concentrate on anything or I won't get off. My mind wanders over everything, it's probably a part of relaxation. Since I was home alone, I got to breath and moan very heavily. The first orgasm was incredible. I think there were 3 or 4 afterwards. I just couldn't quick. Usually 3 is my limit, but oh it felt so great that I didn't want to stop. I think there was another time after or to the near end of my period, where I couldn't get completely off but I think it was close to 6 or 7, but I couldn't complete it and it was just till the sensation was too intense.
No news yet from my friend about this weekend, I'm going that something will happen.
Thursday, May 1, 2008
Jon
Right now I'm talking to my friend Jon. He's all the way on the East Coast, go figure. He chats at work, so we have to do it in a code. I think it would be only understood between ourselves.
I've been dying for doggy style. Then Jon said in both my pussy and ah. I of course said yes. He's always horny as I am or even more and he said that he could hear the wet slapping noises. I then told him that I wanted his fingers inside me. I don't know why he asked, but he asked how many or where. He should know by know, that he doesn't even have to ask. Then he said he'd tie me up and his soccer team would be involved, withe me being the party toy. He asked how many I could handle. I think if I'm blindfolded, I really have no say. I'm surprised he's even asking me the questions.
I really doubt this will really happen. We've tried to get together atleast twice, but nothing has worked out. Even if it hasn't, Jon has taught me a lot about myself.
I've been dying for doggy style. Then Jon said in both my pussy and ah. I of course said yes. He's always horny as I am or even more and he said that he could hear the wet slapping noises. I then told him that I wanted his fingers inside me. I don't know why he asked, but he asked how many or where. He should know by know, that he doesn't even have to ask. Then he said he'd tie me up and his soccer team would be involved, withe me being the party toy. He asked how many I could handle. I think if I'm blindfolded, I really have no say. I'm surprised he's even asking me the questions.
I really doubt this will really happen. We've tried to get together atleast twice, but nothing has worked out. Even if it hasn't, Jon has taught me a lot about myself.
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