I'm Back!

I thought I better say something or you all would think I disappeared or joined the CIA. Things around here have gotten a lot better. My grandma's in heaven right now and I know she's watching down on me. The family life is stable, which is a relief.

For you all that bought a SBC 2009 calendar, I have a date in there! I'm going to have to break down and buy one, but who would I give it too? I guess I could sell it on ebay? Maybe they could be nice enough to sign one for me? Guess I should've asked before Friday when everyone was together in New York City (I'm here stuck in the middle of nowhere!) BTW, those girls are very nice and I really want to meet them! You know how some people who would love to be in a calendar are stuck up and wouldn't want to be anyone's friend? Well, that's not how these girls are.

Friday night I went to a ballgame. I'm not a real 'going out' kind of person. A ballgame is fine with me because you'll see people you know and it's really not that expensive. I had a great time and it was great to actually get out of the house.

Yesterday I had to work but last night I went up to see S! He actually wasn't busy or didn't have other unexpected company (like last time). It was great to see him. During the past month really, we both haven't had the time to see each other. You could definitely tell that we needed each other. I didn't know how it would be after not seeing him for awhile, but he's amazing, well second to Mar...hehe, ok I won't let S. know that he's second best. Can we keep this a secret? Afterward, we went in his hot tub. That was the first time I've been in one. Yes, I'm naive. After we got out, I about froze to death! Finally I got warm and we went to go get pizza and then watched the football game.

Ok, I have this ring that's on my right hand. He asked if I was engaged. I told him that I certainly wasn't. Would you guys think if I had a ring on my right hand that I would be engaged? So later I told him that I couldn't believe that he thought I had a boyfriend and then he tells me, 'well, aren't I your boyfriend?' I was shocked and there was dead silence! Then he said, well are we just fb's? I said something which I can't remember and then he said, well your brain doesn't lie. How could someone be your boyfriend if you hardly see them? That has me puzzed!