Christmas Isn't Over!

Go over to FetLife and sit on Santa's lap! You could win all sorts of fun and sexy goodies. I sat on his lap, you should too!

Wishes Do Come True

My Wishlist!

This was really fun to make this list. As you know, little ol' naive me, doesn't really have a place to shop for toys. Yes, the internet is an option but sometimes online toy stores don't really have a selection or you feel like this is what the store owners like.

I put some things on there for me, but then some things for the submissive guys in my life. I'm a novice at dominating a man, but with these supplies, I think I would do a better job then what I'm doing right now.

I'm really excited about the toys for myself though! Wouldn't you?

Go over to extremerestraints.com and tell them I sent you over there (they don't know me, btw, but it wouldn't hurt ;) ).

Also, remember to enter Bad Bad Girl's The Grand Fucking Prize too!!

So She's Back

What could make me come out of a hiatus? Well, one exciting blogger's anniversary contest! That's what.

Bad Bad Girl has one incredible contest. She has drawings, but the, "The Grand Fucking Prize" is out of this world!!!

She has her very own wishlist from extremerestraints.com. Her wishlist includes everything from a Ratan Cane to a Power Box Fucking Machine.

You could get a chance to win these items!

All you have to do is write about the contest, make a wishlist, write a second post about your wishlist and then leave a comment on her blog with a link to your wishlist. Could it get any more simple then this?!!?

Have fun making your wishlist!

Summer

I have a few posts that need to be posted.

I'm off again with Sean instead of on. We had a disagreement and I just decided to end things once and for all. Who knows what the future holds for this thing.

Russell, who is in one of those posts that I need to post, well, I haven't heard from him since.

It's not a rut really, it's just that I need a break from these losers. For once in my so called love life, I want to be the one chased. This whole 'calling/emailing to see if we can meet' gets old after a while.

Luck in April

I was a lucky girl today! I thought this was never going to happen but it certainly did.

I met S. once again. Maybe it was a mistake to see him again, I thought I would give it another try. I had some explaining to do of why I "threw him to the curb." I kind of skirted around the explanation and didn't tell him that I was looking for a dominant man when I broke it off with him. I think he'll eventually figure that out.

I definitely missed him and he missed me too. I missed his kisses and everything about him. I think it had been about 5 months since we had last seen each other.

I'm not going to rehash what we did because I think we've all read what I've written before. The best part was when he came, he was on top and he took out a big chunk of my cheek. Thankfully there were no marks left, but it was so hot that he had done this.

Ever had one of those days, weeks or months where you feel like you're never going to be with anyone? That's exactly how I feel. You make plans and then they fall apart. It's probably all with the wrong person after all. It can be frustrating at times. I guess it's life though, everything can't be great all of the time.

It probably does sound like I'm down. Today I found out that one of my friends and her husband is getting a divorce. It's shocking, really, something you'd never expect. I guess it's better for them this way, even though they didn't even try to get back together.

Even though I didn't get to see Sean again today, I don't feel bad about it. Maybe it's just that we lead two different lives, him living in the city and me, the country mouse. He's just not that readily available as he should be. Some guys are, but he sure isn't.

Maybe (my word of the day) the rest of the week will be much better then today. The flowers and trees are all blooming, the sun just needs to be out.

Plans

I always have a feeling that all my titles sound the same way.

This weekend was great considering that weekends are usually very boring to me. I was hoping to meet someone and I did! This girl got her some cock!! Yes, I'm excited but sort of bummed at the same time. I gave a few of my very awesome blow jobs and was expecting some pussy, but didn't get that. Maybe next time if there is one?

Any way, this guy was hott (yes, with two t's!). After being with this guy, I think every guy should tan and don't tell me that's not your style. He was a little rough around the edges but a very sweet guy. Don't you just love those kind of guys?

On my way to meet him, he had texted me and told me that he liked to get spanked and I said that I did too. Once I had given the first bj(which I had given special attention and lick and sucked on his smooth balls and taint), he got on his stomach where he was laying at the foot of the bed and I was sitting at the head of the bed. I started rubbing his ass and he told me to spank him and I did. I eventually started kissing and licking his ass while he was moaning. I also rimmed his ass and fucked him with my tongue. Ok, this was my first time doing this and it was very hot!! I started fingering his ass and got behind him where I started stroking his cock. He turned over and I gave him another blow job and he started fingering me, rubbing my clit and grabbing my nipple. He was very rough, which I loved! I came from him rubbing my clit and he finished on my face.

Later on that night we were laying in bed and he started rubbing his ass on me, so I took that as a hint to start playing with his ass. I started fingering him and then got my dildo out and put some lube on it. He loved it when I fucked his ass with my toy.

After we had finished that, I had asked him if he had ever been fucked with a strapon and he said yes, bigger the better. He asked me if I had a problem with that and I said definitely not. I'm not a nosey person, but I knew that I had to ask this since he loved getting his ass fucked so much.

Sometimes, I think I need to name this blog, Confessions of the Naive.

We were watching tv and something was on that talked about the Louvre. I told him that I had been there and he asked about the Mona Lisa. It's funny, sometimes people I think take me as this hick that's never been beyond a few states. Guess I can always prove them wrong. ;-)